St. James Episcopal Church
Greeneville, TN
www.StJamesGreenEville.org
Year B - Proper 20 - September 23, 2018
You have to MAKE it to the top in life to be successful! You must be strong to survive! Just “claw your way to the top!” Don’t let your co-worker stop you… just use them as a stepping stone! Go ahead and get to the Top, that way you will look good!
So… take on that extra responsibility! If offered the chance, move into that corner office with a view! It doesn’t matter what peon you had to step on to get there. Make more money, get a bigger house (with a bigger mortgage)! Buy that new car! Get that extra credit card!
At this point, you are saying to yourselves… Wait a minute, Ken has totally lost it!
It’s scary, I tell you, but that’s the attitude in our society… You’ve heard it… It shows up on our television and in our mailboxes… Those attitudes in our society are REAL…. And they are very scary!
There is so much pressure in this world! And it causes us ALL kinds of anxiety! So… This morning - the question is… what causes you anxiety? What ARE the disputes among YOU? Where do they come from? Family? Work?, Church?, School?, Money? (or lack of money), Power? (or lack of power)…
You want something and cannot have it… You covet something and cannot obtain it… Our modern society puts so much emphasis on obtaining positions of false power and authority…I even heard a young mother just the other day say to her child, “when you grow up, one day you could be president!” I even think that MY mom used that one on me!… It may be ok for a kindergartener, but what happens if that level of aspiration is forced?
You’ve got to BE this or that… you’ve got to be a Doctor… You’ve got BE a Lawyer… You’ve got to Be Somebody!… Don’t get me wrong… There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with having a successful life, or even aspirations for success accomplished through hard work, but too many folks see it as a “zero sum game.” If you're not a “winner”… Or you will be considered the “loser.” Therefore, we are encouraged to do everything we can to “Claw” our way to that top position of power sometimes at the expense of others… and as the peak of the Mountain gets smaller and smaller on the way to the top there is less and less room for us to stand, but one finally the one emerges… victorious! What crazy anxiety that produces… It is no wonder that one in ten young people in the United States today have a diagnosed anxiety disorder. This isn’t completely unlike what is going on in our readings today.
We were very carefully warned at the beginning of the service, as the collect so plainly tells us… “not to be anxious about earthly things, but to love things heavenly!” Anxious? – about earthly things?? Who us??? NOW… that statement even makes me anxious! I'm getting anxious about being anxious!
Anxiety and Society are friends… And our Society LOVES Anxiety!!! Anxiety is created in all types of situations… How will I get that job and a corner office with a view??? I have been a faithful employee for YEARS!... I deserve more responsibility – AND – MORE MONEY!
Or even better yet… Lord, who will sit at your right hand in the place of honor? Lord, you said you were going to have to die… do you think when you are gone, I can be in charge? Lord, don’t you like me better than you like him?
Can you imagine the anxiety level of the disciples? In their society, that is what they know… They lived in a world where honor and status held extreme value… Their obsession with positions of power rendered them totally incapable of understanding, or even accepting what Jesus is trying to teach them.
Even though Mark’s account of this incident says that they were silent when they hit Capernaum, (on their way to Jerusalem) Jesus knew something was going on… Jesus tried to teach them along the way, as he told them over and over – That “the Son of Man is to be betrayed, killed, and then risen in three days…
But the scripture says that they continued to not understand… and they were anxious about the things to come…They were all caught up within the struggles for power and position in this world, arguing with one another about who was the “greatest" and who would sit at Jesus’ right hand…
Jesus, like so often before, uses the opportunity to try to teach them more… He tells them,“Whoever wants to be first… must be last of all and servant of all?”
I can only imagine the responses…but Lord, I left my job and my life and followed you… I have listened to your teachings… I believe that you are the ONE that has been sent by GOD into the world… You ARE the Messiah, the Christ!
We can only imagine…
I can handle that new account…Put ME in coach… I am ready to play! The disciples were anxious… and yet they still did not understand… and at this point… they seem to be getting more and more anxious… So… In the midst of their anxiety and them not understanding… Jesus goes a step further…
Jesus takes a little child in his arms… A little child, who was considered to be the weakest and most vulnerable member of their society… A little child, with little or no status and the least among those within the community or family… And Jesus said to his followers…“Whoever welcomes one such child in my name, welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes not me but the one who sent me.”
In one phrase, Jesus collapses the whole power structure that his disciples were trying to climb and disarms their understanding of the way things work in society. They learn quickly that they need to put it back together and reassess things in their heads and in their manner of life VERY differently.
They must welcome the child… Because when they welcome the child… they welcome GOD! They must come off of their “high horse,” forget about their quest for personal greatness, and completely HUMBLE themselves... Completely Humble themselves and show a radical hospitality to even the weakest member of their society… And this is a very difficult thing for them to put into practice. This is very difficult for ANYONE to put into practice.
St. Benedict, the abbot of Monte Cassino, lived in the 6th century. He wrote a famous “rule” that governs Monastic life. Part of that rule included 10 steps of humility… After listing all the steps, he says, “after ascending all these steps of humility, the monk will quickly arrive at that perfect love of God which casts out fear. Through this love, all that he once performed with dread, he will now begin to observe without effort, as though naturally, from habit…”
Now - We are NOT Monks in the 6th Century. However, we must show welcome like Jesus says, but, not just to each other… We need to welcome the lowest of the low… we must cast down our personal delusions of power, and redefine in our lives what it means to be “great.”
We must HUMBLE ourselves… and through our acts of personal humility and welcome, God will casts out our fears, and remove our anxieties…
In our gospel story, Jesus will not be among his disciples for much longer…
He has told them that he will die, and they are scared… and they are anxious… because they don’t understand. But, we have had 2000 years to figure it out… We know the rest of the story… We can look beyond the cross to the glorious resurrection…We know that the saving act of Jesus has been done… And even though we are told not to, we are still anxious about earthly things…
So, as we approach the table this morning, let us humble ourselves… let us put aside our personal power, and our rank and status, and let us get rid of our personal feelings and realize that we are NOT any better than anyone or anything that happens to kneel next to us… Let us understand that we don’t have to be “successful” by the world’s standards to inherit the kingdom of heaven… let us not be anxious… Don’t be anxious about earthly things, but love things heavenly…
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